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lets hope so

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 11, 2008, 5:00 AM
I'm most probably going to have dinner with my best friend and her other half together with my date. The first double date all four of us had, didn't went that well, so I'm really praying hard that if he can make it tomorrow, there wont be any awkward silences.

I've got another problem though, every time we messages and it happens that i will be the one waiting for his reply, i always have this mixture feeling of anxious and upset and its makes me think "did i say something wrong in the previous message?". I mean in text messages, its not 100% that the person reading it, reads it the way you text it.

Maybe I'm just paranoid or like the others say,'thinking too much' because I'm actually waiting for his reply when he is having his classes now, right?

  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: The Way he Moves
  • Watching: TV
  • Eating: Sour Sweets

In a loong time

Journal Entry: Tue May 27, 2008, 5:21 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


ITS FINALLY RAINING!


ITS POURING!


MY BESTIE AND I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY. WE CANT WAIT TO WEAR LOOOONG SLEEEVE BECAUSE IT FEELS COMFORTABLE AND PROTECTED?
ANYWAY, ITS RAINING FINALLY AFTER DAYS OF NEVER ENDING SCORCHING HOT SUN.
THANKS GOD! ((:

  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: Thats not my name
  • Eating: Sweets

I'm not homeless anymore!

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 5:27 AM
ALERT EVERYONE! ATTENTION! ATTENTION!



I GOT INTO AN ART SCHOOL!Not homeless anymore and &*%$ care the other schools who didn't want to take me in. Finally, after waiting for approximately 1 month, 3 days, 8 hours, 15 minutes and 54 seconds, They finally picked up the phone and answered my question 'Can i find out my current status through you because my anxious'. I literally screeched aloud during work.

All i got to do now, is fill in their form and pay $535 for 'confirmation' place in that school. Hopefully my best friend gets a place too and i know she will ((:

  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Never Gonna Let You Go
  • Reading: Perez
  • Watching: This

Brrrrr!

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 17, 2008, 6:27 AM
Working was fun but i cant bear when the room temperature gets probably under 0 degrees Celsius-just exaggerating.
But seriously, though my job doesn't require much physical movements, just sitting at that particular spot makes me chatter and my whole body shiver. Not only that, my poor little once pretty toes have to bear with blisters too!
Soaking them in warm water feels good!

I hope my prayers are heard for my school results.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Dance like there is no tomorrow
  • Watching: My poor toes

found it!

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 8, 2008, 12:08 AM
I FINALLY FOUND THIS JOURNAL ENTRY! I'm still getting used to DA.
DA is where inspiration come alive!

Note to self: Must explore more

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Feedback by Janet Jackson
  • Watching: My brother pacing up and down
  • Playing: Games from ipod
  • Eating: Cadbury Chocolate!
  • Drinking: Ice water